everything just slips through you're fingers, without control.

So yeahhh, right now, feeling completely rejected, sitting at my laptop on a sunny Monday afternoon. Tomorrow I'm meeting up with a friend from school in town, I hate buses, grr. Then later meeting up and having some best friend time with Opal. Haven't seen her in about two months which sucks. I don't know how much I'll be able to keep up this long distance best friend thing to be honest. I'm trying the best I can.

I recently added a new video to my youtube, a version of Third Eye Blinds "slow motion", go check it out.

I'm off to Turkey with my Dad, brother and Step Mum in 11 days, and i actually can't wait. I just want to get away from everyone here, that keeps hurting me over and over and they don't seem to realise.

Back to shool in about a month, which I will not take up a big space writing about. Just to say, going into year 10, will get harder, but I'm trying already. (:

Anyway guys, updates soon. xoxo