I miss Lara so much, she moved from my school last year.

- if your friends don't mind then they don't matter.

Hello Bloggers, well, my life couldn't get much worse right now - well it could but i'm just not going to think about that right now. that quote is basicaly how i feel right now ...

At break yesterday we walked onto the field, no one and i mean NO ONE was paying attention to me, and i wasn't even attention seeking i just wanted someone to listen to me. That's the problem with my shit private school, no one cares, i don't seem to fit in, i've told people so many times but they just don't get it. I suffer from bipolar - google it. I found out a few months ago after going to the doctors every evening.

I'm off to school in a bit and i really can't be bothered, i miss my true friends that are all at different schools, i can't even see them often! All these friends mean NOTHING.

Well, school here i friggin come, watch out cos' i can't be doing with you right now, you make my life living hell.